Tuesday, March 15, 2011

Grateful for giggles.....

Wrote this on a Sunday...forgot to publish it till Tuesday....Duh.


Great days....Restful...completion...achievement - Reward.

My weekend spelled out in adjectives/adverbs...(I can never determine which those are...I get adjectives, but they can be adverbs and all my logic is lost...)

Point is, it was a good one...no kids, letting goof pressure because writing for the RFP is finished.  That of course means work is less stressful and I face less frantic and more flexible deadlines now.  Anxiety is present when I think about how to find my groove tomorrow cause I had to neglect monitoring the cycles to make the final push to finish.  Yep...anxiety is exactly what I'm feeling,  I'm totally thankful for the comfort here at home and that makes we want to call in tomorrow, but that would only worsen the rest of the week.  

I need a distraction...Aha...here's what's happening this week...... 

Full moon is Saturday...it's in Virgo.  I'm told this lunation (love that word) is about being open to intuitive flashes and paradigm shifts.  "Serve only in ways that bring you genuine fulfillment."  (I want to apply that to my kids and family during this cycle...better for them...better for me.)

That's being defined to me as "ful-fillment".  I like that.  More thoughts about meditations on the full moon...Contemplate how "full-filled" you are with how you're serving, how your routines, systems and standard procedures are working, and your health.

Sabian symbol (this is a fascinating new concept I intend to explore - especially Gemini 15, 16 and 17) for this full moon is "A seeker After Occult Knowledge Is Reading An Ancient Scroll which Illuminates His Mind."  

The following day is the Spring Equinox as the Sun enters Aries.  This Radiates the energy of initiation, sexuality, assertiveness, and leadership.  

These events make my weekend even more perfect...completion of my project, rest from the girls and their needs. Curtis finding rest and relaxation.  Both of us as a unit physically manifesting the observance of the end of a season at the end of the season.  Trine synchronicity...mind, body and spirit working together at last.   

Not sure the last time I felt this and it brings a great amount of comfort and peace of mind.  Still dreading tomorrow begging for more down time and ready to throw myself on the ground and pound my fists and feet. But then when I really think about it, too much work to actually get down on the floor so I'll have to visualize myself doing it...but that makes me giggle and ultimately pulls me out of my 3 year old mentality. 

Grateful for the distraction of giggles.